I just fucking quit. Seriously. I can’t go ONE FUCKING DAY without something else shitty happening to me. I woke up earlier this week with a sinus infection. Today I woke up with fucking pink eye. I feel like someone is just laughing at me. Putting me through all of this bullshit, just waiting for me to break.

It’s like, I don’t have enough goddamn problems already? I have severe Crohn’s disease, psoriasis, fibromyalgia. I have depression and bad anxiety. I am on steroids and two immuno-supressants. I get a sinus infection and now pink eye. How much more fucking bullshit can get thrown at me?

I don’t know how much longer I can do this. I hate that to have my stomach and skin be even a little bit better, I have to compromise the health of every other damn part of me. When I am on methotrexate, I am constantly sick with colds and viruses and flus. CONSTANTLY. The past few months were the first time in YEARS that I didn’t constantly have a cold.

I am just so done with everything.